Irritated and Frusterated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just got a phone call from a lawyer saying that they want to resolve my eye muscle surgery bills (from surgery last July) before anything futher happens. I NICELY explained to the man about my situation and he give me a LECTURE on how to be REPONSABLE and NOT get medical things done unless I can PAY for them!!! So, I tried to explain again... I have NO money, I have NO car, I CAN'T get a job right now, I'm LIVING off of LOANS!! I told him that I DID NOT ASK to be born with a CHD or other health issues, but I WAS and my HEALTH comes FIRST BEFORE ANY BILLS!! He told me that I should get a part time job then... He also asked me WHY I was going to college if I can't get a job now!!! I told him I have NO car (again!) and that NO ONE will HIRE me NOW BECAUSE OF MY HEART!!! He told me that I rely TOO MUCH on OTHER PEOPLE and that there are NO HANDOUTS in life and that I NEED to TAKE RESPONSABILITY NO MATTER WHAT MY SITUATION IS!!! OMG!!! I WAS SO ANGRY I WAN'T TO CRY!!! I CAN'T HELP the postition I'm in!!! I'm JUST getting by, what am I SUPPOSE to DO?!?!?! I'm going to college to BETTER my life so I CAN pay bills!!! He also told me to think about Bankrupcy!!! Then he said another snotty comment about how he is SICK AND TIRED of having to PAY for other PEOPLE'S MISTAKES!!! WOW!!! I'm SO NOT in a good mood!!! I WISH people were more UNDERSTANDING of SOME situations BECAUSE MINE is DIFFERENT then PEOPLE WITHOUT HEALTH ISSUES AND GO TO COLLEGE!!!

I DO PLAN ON PAYING MY BILLS!!!.... WHEN I HAVE THE MONEY...!!!

END of RANT!!!

Thanks for reading!!! =D

P.S.: I know I didn't have to take this phone call, but I've had non bill collecters come up on my caller ID as Unavailable that were impotant calls. I could have hung up on the guy, but I didn't want to be rude, just tried to nicely get my point across.